Memorial of Saint Paul Miki and Companions, Martyrs
Shortly before John Paul the Second’s death, there was a conversation in the church about the suffering that the pontiff was enduring as part of his illness. This conversation was in large part because of the Terri Schiavo case that had captivated the world the month before. I recall one of the last messages from John Paul. The message was of gratitude for the prayers of the people and it shared that he offered his pain as connected to the pain that Christ endured on our behalf.
Redemptive suffering was not a new concept, yet it was not until this moment that I began to understand its meaning. Suffering occurs in distinct ways for each of us. God does not inflict misery upon us to break our spirits. Today’s reading from Hebrews reminds us that all of our struggles are not without purpose. We are given trials to endure as a “discipline.” It is our response to these trials that shows our true character.
Today’s memorial calls us to honor a disciple who reflected Christ unto the hour of his own death. “The only reason for my being killed is that I have taught the doctrine of Christ. I thank God it is for this reason that I die. I believe that I am telling the truth before I die. I know you believe me and I want to say to you all once again: Ask Christ to help you become happy. I obey Christ. After Christ's example, I forgive my persecutors. I do not hate them. I ask God to have pity on all, and I hope my blood will fall on my fellow men as a fruitful rain.” (Spoken by the saint shortly before his martyrdom, in Japan, in 1597.)
How do we respond when suffering brings us to the edge? Do we rebuke God in our angst or do we offer our pain to the one who endured severe pain and humiliation on our behalf?
Lord, help us to recognize that You are with us every step of the way. Give us courage like St. Paul Miki to honor you unto our death. Remind us that all we endure is for Your glory, so that every nation will have awe for the one who sealed the covenant with his blood. Thank you Lord Jesus. Amen!
-Michael Montgomery